opinions..they matter

I welcome you, honestly I do. The sudden reemergence of old longing and the need to be accepted by someone. Recapture your your youth and kindled happiness. I still think you'll fail because this time something that wasn't there before stands in the way.. and I won't move..

When you are young and not so resentfull..

I again had a great "weekend" i hate being alone again; however, as much as everything sucks I must press on, but everything reminds me of my misery.. this book, this room, these shoes. I don't own anything that does not remind me that 4 days a week I'm all alone. Whatever... sean, skinny, tublett you dudes are keeping me sane here..


only a bit more time than i'll be home.

listening to: mouth eater-lot lizard 7"



"home is where you are, where i am, where we are together"

Day

Tell me who I am.. please..


listening to:badmouth-carpe noctem

i've gotten good at hiding

I fell into this hole.

Done Counting

it all ends.

Last night was one of the best of my life.



this isn't a story to be told. not a feeling you want to have. this isn't a fucking line in a god damn poem. this isn't any fucking literary expression or artistic vision. it's called breathing.. just because one person can't stand the air that fills their lungs doesn't mean you should want to feel like that. you shouldn't want this sort of thing. not a story to be told.

listening to: repos-s/t

Day 30: I want you to know.

...



listening to: trap them-seizures in barren praise

come on... seriously

man this shit is hilarious

tomorrow bear trap/sarah weekend

Day 29: tomorrow begins a new countdown

to weekend nachos show.


It's really cold outside and snowy... but I am going to go ride my bike for a long time today.


listening to: Cult Ritual-1st LP

Can we leave now?

Sarah, don't read Jordan's blog.

ever.

Day 28: losing

I just feel like everything is kinda slipping away.


Whatever at least I have Sarah.


listening to: Touche Amore demo